Andres Bedoya   “Ultra Madre”   [Video]

In 2009 Andres Bedoya organized a haunting performance installation “Ultra Madre,” in which 57 women lay still on the scaffolding of the main arch of the Museo Nacional de Arte in La Paz, Bolivia. For one hour the women did not move, their long, black hair cascading down the 15-foot structure. 

Installation and Performance - mixed media, approx. 8’ w x 15’ h x 5’ d, National Museum of Art, La Paz, Bolivia, 2009.

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cabell:

melissa-skywalker:

Pretty much, yeah.

Yeah—finding cute stuff in a 32/34D was hard, and mainly had to happen online.  Finding cute stuff in a 34/36 F/FF/G (wow, sizing is so not consistent when you get to this level) NURSING BRA?  Erk.

or better yet, how about anything that is fun or cute or some other color than black, white, or some variation of beige in a big girl size - as in big in the chest and normal in the boobs.

bookshelfporn:

Birth of a Book

Beautiful video of traditional pre-press, offset print to produce hand-bound books.

Glen Milner produced this book-binding vignette at Smith-Settle Printers in Leeds, England as the binders bound Suzanne St Albans’ Mango and Mimosa.

The new printer at home does double sided printing.

WHAT SORCERY IS THIS?!

OMG I am finally living in the future.

…this must be the life of a grad student. Just sayin’.

liquidsands:

Kara Walker: My Complement, My Enemy, My Oppressor, My Love

Kara Walker installing her exhibition at the Walker Art Center in 2007.

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First time ever making banana nut bread.  Turned out beautifully and OMG so yummy.  Go me!  Feeling proud of myself, especially since when I poured the batter into the loaf pan it looked like goo.

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 Kara Walker. She is best known for her room-size tableaux of black cut-paper silhouettes and the explorations of race, gender, sexuality, violence, and identity in her work.

Her work is AMAZING.  Highly recommended!

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This pretty amazing and deserves our support!

So, I had an IUD inserted yesterday.  Full disclosure, I also had an endometrial biopsy at the same time.  I asked around before the procedure as to how much it hurt, could you feel it during sex, etc. Most women who responded to the sex question basically said that no you can’t feel it and after a week, you aren’t really aware that the IUD is in.

Women also told me that the insertion of the IUD was uncomfortable.  YOU LIED PEOPLE!.   THAT HURT LIKE A MOFO.  No one told me that it would leave me feeling traumatized or that I wouldn’t be able to stop shaking for a couple of hours afterwards.  Now, I realize that every woman’s experience is different, but when I posted the pain level on a few different social media sites, people chimed in with, yep that was exactly my experience.

Would I have had the IUD put in if I had known just how traumatic/painful it was?  Yes.  I need an IUD for flow control issues, not necessarily birth control and I am to the point where if this works, I will weep tears of heartfelt relief.  Y’all have no idea the hell I have been through in the last year.

That said, I would have rather have known about the pain and trauma factors before the procedure so I could have mentally prepared a bit better.  If someone asks you about your experience with XYZ, for the love of all that is holy, be honest and don’t sugarcoat anything.

quixotess:

karnythia:

elfrankenstein:

robot-heart-politics:

elfrankenstein:

No she is not doing this for attention but she should do this somewhere more private, in my opinion. She could simply step out for a moment instead of breastfeeding her child in the…

I will second Cabell’s earlier post about students bringing children to class.  I’ve had many children in class for precisely the same reasons, mainly unable to afford childcare.  I’ve never had an issue with kids in class as long as they are quiet.  If they act up, the parents know to take them into the hallway to chill out and return when things are calm.  Thought it has never happened, I would absolutely have no issues with a parent breastfeeding any child in class.  Just as Cabell pointed out, an eating baby is a quiet baby. 

Also, just as Cabell pointed out some institutions are more friendly to non-traditional students than others.  I have found that community colleges are more friendly to parents and other non-trads whereas big universities not so much. 

Non-traditional students, including parents, and especially parents who breastfeed, are not supported by the higher educational system and this is certainly an area where higher ed has failed.

A young man stated that he wasn’t a feminist.  I asked him if he supported a woman’s right to vote and he said yes.  I asked him if he supported a woman’s right to say what happened to her own body and he said no.  I disengaged after that because I was working a fundraising booksale and didn’t want to scare people away, even him, but my first thought in my head was, I weep for this country.

Open Letter to the Chancellor of UC Davis, calling for her immediate resignation. (via evanfleischer)

WHAT?

read the entire letter its powerful

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Agreed on powerful.

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chr0me:

221cbakerstreet:

icoulduseinsouciantmaybe:

ramblingeekette:

#I vow that one day me and my friends will be this cool when we’re old. I bet they have the best slumber parties. Just flip over the couch and give impromptu Shakespearean soliloquies. Dress like bums, get drunk and go out and pretend to be Gandalf and Captain Piccard stranded on Modern Earth and ask for help from strangers. 

FLIP OVER THE COUCH AND GIVE IMPROMPTU SHAKESPEAREAN SOLILIQUIES

I just love them so much

These two? Always reblog.

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cabell:

I’m seeing a lot of BS anti-choice stuff on my dash lately (all at the rebuttal stage, thank god), so I figured I would just say a little bit, seeing as how no experience in my entire life has made me feel as strongly about reproductive choice as actually being pregnant.

Note: Although mostly beyond the scope of this post, “reproductive choice” includes the choice to reproduce.  For anyone.  I don’t care who.  Teenagers.  Poor people.  People who are sick, or have disabilities.  People who have 20 kids already.  There is no “right person” to have a baby; there really is no “right time” to have one, either.  I may talk more about this later from my perspective as a high-risk pregnant person who is still privileged on various axes that make it more likely that I will be seen as “appropriately pregnant.”  But that’s not what I want to talk about here.

This sonogram was taken at 28 weeks.  (She covered her face with both hands like a boxer for pretty much the entire time, except for when she opened one of her fists and we got this shot.)  Because 98% of preterm infants born at 28 weeks survive, I will refer to my future child as a baby, but I’m not hyperbolizing when I say that up until about 25-26 weeks, I called her either “the fetus” or “the Grub.”  Prior to 25 weeks gestation, most preterm infants do not survive; at 25 weeks, you get ~50% survival, which climbs to 80% survival at 26 weeks.  This is survival with, frequently, extreme and long-lasting complications, and it is only possible with heavy medical intervention.  So prior to 25 weeks, we are definitely talking about a parasitic relationship in which the fetus is dependent on the owner of the uterus.

In my case, it is a relationship that I pursued, understanding that it would be parasitic and considering that to be worth it.  I cannot imagine how horrific it would be to be in this relationship if I DIDN’T want it.  Recently I reblogged a list of common, likely, and possible effects of pregnancy.  Here is what I, personally, have experienced since the positive home pregnancy test (HPT) in May:

• Extreme breast tenderness
• Horrible cramps after every single orgasm up to 7-8 weeks—for some women, these never go away (not everyone has them, either)
• Breast growth
• …to the point that I have had two separate episodes of inflamed cartilage in my chest, because of the added weight
• …which cannot be treated with the most effective course, NSAIDs, because they are not safe for fetal development (and have recently been associated with an increase in miscarriage in the first trimester, apparently)
• …and which will probably recur, because if you think they’re big NOW, wait until the end of the third trimester/when my milk comes in after birth
• …and which has ALREADY cost me about $300 in new bras, and will cost god knows how much more by the time I’ve bought nursing bras
• Additionally, my upper back, neck, and shoulders, which have always been prone to problems, are a complete mess with the added breast weight
• …this is somewhat mitigated by weekly massage and chiropractor visits (neither of which are covered by my insurance, and we drained our medical flex spending account last month, with 4-5 months of pregnancy left to go)
• …but I’m basically in constant pain/discomfort even with those measures
• A major increase in the frequency and severity of my migraines, a common experience among pregnant migraine sufferers
• …which cannot be treated with any of the established migraine drugs, because NONE of them are safe for pregnancy
• …and which, although it can be controlled fairly adequately with minor narcotics such as hydrocodone, which IS safe for pregnancy, has not always been easy to do so, because of completely baseless fear of narcotics/drug use even on the part of people who should know better, like the obstetrician I had to see when mine was unavailable (narcotics in pregnancy are well-understood and unlikely to cause any harmful effects, except at high, constant doses)
• Hypermesis gravidarum, “unrelenting, excessive pregnancy-related nausea and/or vomiting that prevents adequate intake of food and fluids”
• …the vomiting aspect of which was adequately controlled with Zofran (which fortunately has become available as a generic in the last few years, or my insurance probably wouldn’t have covered it)
• …but the nausea aspect of which really wasn’t, so that I was basically non-functional for the entire first trimester
• …and which I continue to take Zofran for at the beginning of the third trimester because of some incidents where I tried to stop the meds and felt fine right until I started uncontrollably vomiting
• …although Zofran is really aggravating my constipation, which is getting worse to the point that I am about to try going off it again, hoping that I really don’t need it at this point
• Did I mention the constipation?  Severe constipation is incredibly painful, and I had it through most of the first trimester (aggravated by high Zofran dosage), and as is common in the third trimester, it seems to be getting worse again
• …which aggravates my periodic hemorrhoids
• As my uterus expands, my abdominal muscles have ceased to function in a meaningful way, so in addition to my upper back, in the last 2-3 weeks I’ve started experiencing major problems with my lower back, hips, and thighs
• …which has so far once completely wrecked one of my knees (the thigh muscles pull on them), requiring me to take two days off work to stay off it
• …and which is exacerbated by sitting for long periods of time, which is a problem, since I’m a graduate student trying to write a dissertation
• Since around 16 weeks, I have required a giant body pillow to attain a sleeping position that is even kind of comfortable
• …and it really isn’t that comfortable; it takes me a very long time to get to sleep
• …and then I wake up in the middle of the night to pee, sometimes 2-3 times
• Twice a day, I have to give myself a shot of low-weight molecular heparin to prevent potentially lethal blood clots, the likelihood of which is increased by pregnancy—I’ve actually been doing this since three months BEFORE I got pregnant, because the standard anticoagulant causes birth defects very early in the first trimester
• …for dosage management, I have to make monthly visits to a hematologist whom I loathe, because I have no other alternatives for management
• I also spent several months interviewing OBs who raised my blood pressure to varying degrees before finding one who seemed to work, but who was also a 90-minute bus ride from my apartment and turned out to be only half-time, resulting in the most traumatic medical office visit of my life when I had to see one of the other OBs in the clinic
• Although I finally was able to work out a deal with my PCP to see him for all my visits (with the understanding that he would consult with an OB if necessary), this still requires about a 60-75 minute bus ride each way, with a transfer
• I also have to have sonograms every four weeks to monitor the fetus for signs of growth restriction, for which my clotting condition increases risk; this takes 2-3 hours out of my day in travel, waiting, and procedure time
• I am even more likely to die than your average pregnant woman, because I am on anticoagulants, which could turn a serious injury into a deadly one, and which make any form of surgery during the birth extra risky
• I am frequently stressed out about having decisions made that I would not agree to be the best decisions, because of my particular medical issues and because of the entire culture of medical care and the medicalization of pregnancy in the United States

I’m probably forgetting some details, but I’d say those are the big issues.  Given that this is the first week of the third trimester, we can be sure that I will be in way more pain before it’s over.

It fills me with rage that anyone thinks they have the moral authority to tell anyone else that they HAVE to go through this—and make no mistake, there is no way to know what will happen to a person during any particular pregnancy, even if they have been pregnant before.  Many if not most clotting disorders are actually discovered DURING pregnancy, because pregnancy so dramatically raises the risk of a thrombosis (which can be lethal).

We really don’t understand what even causes “morning sickness,” and while I didn’t have any trouble getting Zofran, I know people whose healthcare providers have tried to insist that they don’t need it unless they are literally vomiting all fluids, when constipation is the ONLY MAJOR SIDE EFFECT OF THE DRUG.  It is totally safe for pregnancy, but again, there’s that whole “let’s panic about babies!” attitude that guides so much prenatal care rather than actual scientific evidence.

I really want this baby!  There is no way I would go through all this bullshit if I didn’t.